i don't need to hear those words that i've heard so many times, i don't need all the advice because i know what is probably going to be said, it's predictable i understand, i understand, i know but what you think doesn't necessarily equate to how you feel you may know the "right" way you're supposed to react, but it doesn't mean you will naturally act or react that way and sometimes you just can't help the way you feel
it's natural to judge and expect but sometimes even though you don't see it, doesn't mean it doesn't exist
understanding doesn't mean agreeing
i made a commitment, and i know and should expect that this was coming but it's different when everything's coming to you at the same time
i'm supposed to be the one who keeps the spirits up, to motivate the people around me, to take care of their welfare, not the one who's down and feeling lousy, not the one who's insecure
i want to take a break, but i can't because there's just too much to settle
