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i can't believe this
i spent like one hour plus surfing for blog templates
cause my red words like MT stuffs clashes with the green font!
and i couldnt find a nice template so in the end i just changed my font to white
haha how retarded
but the white font looks quite weird though

i'm feeling really really random today
so everything i'm going to post here is just random

someone smsed me something on friday
and i was reminded of something that i haven't really thought about for quite long
and i dont know why, as i was talking to mer about it today
i just got even more irritated
why why why

i really admire those people who can give up anything and everything to pursue the thing they love
to have the courage to make that decision and move on without any regrets

i want to play for the phantom of the opera orchestra
i really do

i can't believe i actually gave up violin.
i once told my family that i can't ever imagine myself quitting and not playing the violin. the sound of the violin just mesmerizes me. was watching some tv show yesterday and it featured some 14 year old boy who was the best violinist in canada. he played really beautifully (: every note was perfect. every time i see someone perform, my fingers will itch and i will take out my violin to play like i did this morning (:

i want to take up violin again
i want to go back to my music school every saturday for lessons
i want to play all the pieces from phantom of the opera

but you can't have everything you want right

i hate being so fickle-minded about everything

sometimes i wonder if things have crossed beyond that
but i'm trying very hard not to think about it

because i'm a bad liar
i won't be able to hide it

i'm reading perfect match now
it's really sad ): ): ):

I never knew just what a smile was worth
But your eyes say everything without a single word

You made me believe that there's nothing in this world I can't be

thanks for always having faith in me (:

i love receiving letters from people (:

hmm so many things in one post. happy and angsty, two extremes lol

nvm something to cheer me up for the moment
having funny sms convo - playing random questions game with jerald! :D