today didnt start very well ohwell but i guess things are better now family painting day hoho even my sis' bf is here! they're quite amusing lol
spiderman movie outing later (: all the tickets are sold out wheee! at least one thing off my mind now
was being super angsty yesterday complained and whined to sarah and nicholas alot :D
talked to mer on the phone and we were being angsty and emo i guess the more you know a person, the more flaws you see the main thing is whether you can accept it but this time it's very hard to cause now i dont even know how to face you and maybe i dont even want to anymore you make it seem as if everything you ever said or done was fake that it was all just a show to get what you want how can i ever trust you how can i tell if you're speaking from the bottom of your heart or whether those are just words without meaning i just dont see it the way you do i guess we're back to square one again
