Sunday, April 1
Say you'll love me every waking momentturn my head with talk of summertimeSay you need me with you now and alwayspromise me that all you say is truethat's all I ask of you (:i havent updated for so long! so many things have happened and i've been really busy! but it has been a really great time though hectic and stressful (: all the late nights in school with alyssa ashvin and weejin, painting of banners, decorating the board and so many more! this is definitely a very big highlight of my jc life (: GWAA! <3 i dont think i've ever worked so hard before, sleeping for 4 hours each night, staying in sch till midnight haha but it's all worth it regardless of the results (:
but the biggest highlight was PHANTOM OF THE OPERA! <3 i cant believe i finally got to watch it and it was really so amazing! it was really very very good and everything was perfect! the singing, acting, dancing, props, audio and visual effects, everything :D the scenes were so touching and sad, it was just overwhelming. i got a shirt that has prima donna printed on it and the poster (: i want to watch it again and again! all the songs are so nice (: it's the best musical ever! <3
Wishing you were somehow here againKnowing we must say goodbyeTry to forgive teach me to live Give me the strength to tryNo more memories no more silent tearsNo more gazing across the wasted yearsHelp me say goodbyehad such an emo convo with mer last night. there has been so much on my mind recently. i've been looking back and thinking about the past. and i kinda regretted about a lot of things.
and now that she's gone, there's nothing i can do. no more words or laughterjust silencei hate thinking about all the what-ifs,
what if things had work out between us
and it's sad to think that even our years of friendship isn't a factor to you
it can't even be compared to that two or three months.
it may mean nothing to you
but it means alot to me
all those memories which seem so long ago have came back to haunt me
Dreams of you and me
It seems, It seems
That I can't shake those memories
I wonder if you have the same dreams too.you're so near yet so far
I won't be the one that lets go of youI hope you find a way to make it back to me
5:14 PM come and dance with me(: